i know i wasn’t like this before esp keret nk mampos . i was thinking  why i become like this ? and now i can’t trust anyone but still trust  certain people whom i’m close with . everyone change ? bout that i  really am not sure . maybe i’m changing for the worse ? it’s hard tho .  idk what’s the fucking hell wrong with me treating people that they’re  strangers even tho i know them while they know me . it’s really damn  fucking weird . well i guess it’s better for me not to involve in  anything ? i really am confused ! i really am sorry for treating you  guys like that .
 
okay beside that , SOME people keep on calling me Mat Rep due to i  dye my hair -.-” . i was like wth ?! doesn’t mean that human dye their  hair , they’re Mat Rep or Minah Rep . but i’m alright with them because  they are my friends plus i know that i ain’t a Mat Rep (:
 
Next up , i’m gonna to plan for 4T1 Class of 2009 a Jalan Raye Outing  . really difficult to decide when is it , where is the meeting point  and what time to meet . because next week i having my Test which end  late . plus i mix up a Jalan Raye outing with SC and SPH . not sure when  it’ll be . waah my schedule really pack plus not sure time allow me to  Jalan Raye or not !